Stepbrother With Benefits 12 (Second Season) by Clark Mia

Author:Clark, Mia [Clark, Mia]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: stepbrother romance, forbidden love story, new adult, romantic comedy books, Contemporary Romance
Publisher: Cherrylily
Published: 2015-08-28T07:00:00+00:00

*** Ashley

Ethan puts in a few more quarters and this time we shower for real. I don't know if it's just a shower, though. We're close. Ethan runs his hands over my body, cleaning and washing me, but it's more than that, too. It's not inherently sexual, but it's...

It's nice. It's intimate and close and loving, and it's everything I could have ever hoped to have. It's something I never really knew existed before now. I didn't know relationships could be like this. I didn't know that I could feel this way. I didn't even know this was possible.

I didn't know that I could ever fully enjoy sex the way I do with Ethan. I knew it was supposed to be an enjoyable thing, and that it was supposed to feel good, but it's different with him. I feel completely uninhibited, relaxed and like I can be myself.

It's not like I'm that much different. I still want to get good grades, and I still think some of the things that Ethan and I do together are a little, um... they are not things I probably would have done before we started our stepbrother with benefits relationship. They aren't bad, though. It's nothing bad or wrong or anything I should be ashamed of.

It's an expression of myself and my hopes and dreams and desires. I guess you can say that what we just did, when I told him I wasn't on birth control even though I was, um... that was kind of kinky and I might be a sex freak. Maybe I am, too! But that's alright.

I like to think that was an expression of myself, too, though. Of my hopes and dreams. I like to think that what I was really trying to say is that I love Ethan so much and that I want to be with him, not just for now, and not just for the summer, but for a long time. Forever. The ultimate, inevitable expression of "together" to me is having a family.

Also, I liked that Ethan got even more aroused when I told him I could get pregnant. I mean, yes, it felt really good, and he was most certainly a sex-crazed man on a mission right then, but I liked that it didn't worry him. I think he probably knew that it was just a game, but I also think that he would have done the exact same thing if it wasn't a game. He wouldn't have regretted it, either.

I know this is strange, and I'm not going to rush into anything, believe me! But... I think Ethan would be a really good father. I don't know exactly why. There's a lot of reasons, really. He's a good person, no matter how much of a bad boy he thinks he is. Yes, he's a bad boy, too, but sometimes we need a little bad boy inside us.

Um... I want Ethan's big bad boy inside me, but... oh my God I really just thought that, didn't I? Eek.

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